Sunday, April 19, 2009


I have moved over to wordpress.....I know I know what the hell am I thinking I haven't posted anything in like 4 months and I up and moved? SORRY! If you still read then please go to the new blog :)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Totally Obssessed!!!

I know it's been forever, ONCE AGAIN!!! Unlike the rest of the time I have a really good excuse as to why I have 'abandoned' my blog. The reason is (well there is actually four reasons) The Twilightt Sagas! If you love to read you MUST MUST MUST MUST read these four books; Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn. Yes, there is a movie out that is based on the book Twilight. Joe and I went to see it before I read the first book. I loved the movie so much I HAD TO READ THE BOOK. So, Joe got the first one for me for Christmas. I didn't pick up the book until New Years Eve, but then I couldn't put it down. I let a co-worker borrow the book and she fell in love with it also, and bought the next two books which I borrowed from her. We had to wait and find someone who had the fourth book (because our Wal-Mart can not keep them in stock!), and finally about three days after I finished the third, I got to finish the whole series. I absolutely REFUSE to believe that Edward Cullen is a fictional character!

They are in production of the second movie now, and the Twilight DVD comes out on March 21st. I am so excited. I do not get excited about many things very easily, but I just can't get enough of this Good vs Evil. Stephanie Meyer is now my new Idol, which I don't even think I had an old one! LOL. She has inspired me to actually sit down and write something of my own. I know it will never be published, but I can say I did it.

I do not have a title for my yet said book but I do have five chapters of it, and fully intend on finishing this, as I have slacked in the past. I am even going to make another blog dedicated to this 'book'. It's nothing special only because I really have no idea what the hell I am doing. But if you are intersted, or even still read this blog I will tomorrow most likely be posting the link to the other blog for this book. I really need input on this from those of you who read my blog these days. I have already have some great pointers given to me by my co-worker who is also a book enthusiast. PLEASE PLEASE help me.

On other exciting news Joe is moving in with me next Thursday. I KNOW RIGHT? I'm nervous and excited all at the same time. The only person I have ever lived with before was Laura, awww my laura. LOL, that sounded a bit gayish. LOL. Any who I am off to start chapter six of the 'untiled' book of mine!


NOTE: I can't get the html thing to work right. Whoever heard of posting something with NO PARAGRAPHS?!?! Once I figure out how to type out the book without it looking like it is all meshed together I will not be posting anything soon. Sorry :(

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Slipping up again! EEK

Sorry sorry...i know i know. So what has been going on with me? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Joe and I are back together, and all seems great :) Yesterday was my birthday, and eww I turned 29 ICK. For my birthday my parents took me out to lunch at one of our finest Mexican restaurants we have, HAHAHAH, on the finest part, it's really the only choice for a sit down dinner here in this small ass little town. Then my mom made my favorite cake, yellow cake and chocolate icing, i'm a pretty simple gal when it comes to cake, only because I'm am not a big cake eater. Then Joe came over and we spent the afternoon laughing,and talking, and watching movies, he then took me to another Mexican Restaurant on the other side of town (my favorite one). He got me A case of Diet Dr. Pepper, because he KNOWS I LOVE IT! ANd a beautiful watch! It's so pretty I don't think I want to wear it I am afraid i will ruin or break it. We watched 2 movies the x-files and forgetting sarah marshall. I loved them both :) Joe was not all that excited at watching the X-Files, he wasn't an X fan. I WAS! Here is part of a conversation I had with him durning the movie.

Me: Do you want some cake?
Joe: Nope
Me: What? You don't want any of my moms cake?
Joe: Um after the movie
Me: Oh okay
Joe: Um...for not liking the X-files, this movie is ^%&%$ insteresting, I don't want to pause it now.
Me: Well I'm gonna pause it because I have to Pee.
Joe: (sighs) Oh alright, but hurry up and pee fast.

:) He makes me laugh, why did i ever think that he and i aren't right for each other? Oh yes i remember, other people told me that. I should never listen to what others have to say, it always ruins my life.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Don't Do this at home :)

Saturday night I got up the nerve and cut 2 inches off my own hair. DO NOT DO THIS UNLESS YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING. I do not know what I am doing, and there for Now have layers in my hair that I DID NOT WANT! GRRRRR.


Also, see the new glasses? Well they aren't all that new. I got them when I was planning my wedding to James, because my mom thought that getting married in "Sally Jessie Raphael Glasses" would not be the best idea. I have never liked these glasses, but guess what? I am forced to wear them now, my "red" framed ones bit the dust about a month ago. I woke up and found them broken In have at the nose piece. How can a pair of glasses break while they are sitting on a nightstand all night long with no one touching them? *Shrugs* I don't know, but I do know I miss them!!!! *Sniff*.

And this one? Just because I felt silly.....

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Good Grief!

I am soooooo bad at this blog thing lately. But to reassure you I am here, I just have been sooo busy with everyday life.

As you can see I finally changed the blog around to fit the holiday that is coming up. I almost forgot how to do that, call me blond if you'd like.

So what has been up in the life of Susan? you ask. AHAHAH Absolutely positively nothing. A week a go i rearranged my house...took the back bedroom and made it my "office" and the middle bedroom my "bedroom". I love it so much better than before :) I now have a bathroom off my bedroom :D Makes me happy.

I am going to try McDonalds one more time as to getting a second job there for a while. Last year at this time they didn't want to hire me. A few weeks ago they lost my "test" that i had to take. SO i need to go back and retake that stupid test so i can get hired for the night shift so I can have some money :D YAY...and Boo all at the same time.

Joe and I are on thin water. I called to tell him that I had made a decision that I want to see if this will work, and he said "nope." Then Today I got a text saying "what if i said maybe?" I don't know how to respond to that LMAO. Course I am the one that stopped things 3 months ago, so I should be surprised eh?

I don't know if she reads this blog anymore but Lisa I'm getting very excited for you darlin!!!!!! You are going to have a beautiful kick ass wedding :)

As for the ones that used to read my blog Rachel I love you big sis! and BG I miss the crap out of you!!!!!!!

Laura I already know you look everday to see if i updated :D I will most likely be updating a lot now, I think i have my head back on straight. HEHEHEHE. Took forever didn't it?

Well that's all for now once i get this house cleaned I will post before and after pictures of the "new house look".

Love you all!


Monday, August 11, 2008


I haven't posted anything I like FOREVER. I'm so sorry It took me 4 minutes to log into this because I forgot my damn password, go me.

There has been many many many things going on in my life, and I don't know where I should start.


I have been working working working and oh did i mention I have been working? I tried to work out at, yes well that lasted for about 5 days. IT was TO HOT there. They don't have air conditioning, I about passed out 2 times. I thought I could do it i was wrong. The work itself was not hard, it was easy. It was the heat that made me decide, "Yup this is not for me." and then I just quit. I am looking for a different job right now. I still work at LJS and will probably for the rest of my life, lol. I have applied for an office manager position at a local heat and air place. I have yet to hear back from them. I had the interview this last Tuesday. I called on Thursday and they still were doing interviews and have not made a decision as of then. GOOD GOD.

My love life is up in the air as of right now. I don't know what to do. I don't think I love Joe. I thought I did but I'm beginning to think I don't. I love him as a person, but it feels like he's just a really good friend. That's bad isn't it? You shouldn't think "hey here's my buddy" when you are supposed to be in love are you? That's how i feel. He's just my buddy. There are somethings that I have been told about him and his family from a close friend of mine that has me thinking this is not right. They are not right. It sorta scared me. I have caught him in some lies not bad lies but lies needless to say. I don't know. I haven't text him or talked to him in a week. He has text me but i haven't replied. I'm a horrible person aren't I? I just don't know anymore. My mom says it needs to end now, that flags are up everywhere. I don't want to hurt him, but I don't want to be the one hurt in the long run either. What am I supposed to do? I don't know, wished I did.

I am the poorest i have ever been right now. I'm struggling to pay all the bills on time and in full, this really sucks! I hate not being able to go get bread when i need to because I don't have the extra money for it. That is bad isn't it? Everyone should have money for some damn bread right? I thought so. I might have to move back home with my mom and dad. I don't want to do that either. I don't know what to do. I need this job at the heating and air place it would help matter a lot. I pray every night and throughout the day I get this job. Is that bad? You shouldn't pray for stuff like that should you? I am though. I hope he listens. I haven't been in touch with him for a long time, I hope he didn't forget about me.

See lots of stuff going on and this has ended up to being a long long post about nothing really. I'm sorry :( I wish I had other interesting things FUNNY things to put in here. I just don't. This is what is going on in my life as of right now.

Oh i just sent Joe 4 text messages 2 saying I want to break up (in a very very very nice way) and 2 that says I don't know I'm tired maybe we should talk. I would SOOO much rather break this off in person, it's shitty and a bitchy thing to do to break up with someone through a damn text. SEE I'm not right in my head right now. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! GOOD GOD. If any of you still read this please email me. I need to know what to do, I need guidence on this.


Sunday, June 1, 2008


Blogger keeps eating my posts!!!! Stupid ass P.O.S. SO here is what I've been up too :)

The Thursday before Memorial Day to Memorial day I dog sat the cutest little teacup poodle ever put on this earth! She was so cute! I wanted to keep her. Katie and Jade didn't think she was ALL THAT CUTE. But, I had to give her back to her owners...SNIFF SNIFF!!!

This Thursday until today, I have been watching Womens College World Series (softball). My favorite team University of Arizona was sent home yesterday :( Sniff Sniff. And now my 2nd favorite team Florida Gators was sent home 2nite, sniff sniff. So now I could care less to watch the Finals because I don't like the 2 teams that are in it. Arizona State and Texas A&M. I really wanted Alabama Crimson Tide and the Gators to be in the finals, but they both got sent home today :( SNIFF SNIFF!!!!!! I'm full of the sniffles as you can see.

June 7th is Joe's family reunion and I'm going. I'm scared, because I don't do well in a big group of people I don't know. I get nervous, and feel like I'm going to pass out. But at least he will be there with me. Joe has informed me that they have a swimming pool!!!! I get to go swimming this summer!!! WOOHOO!!! I don't swim in public...good grief I'd look like a beached whale. But I will swim with him and his family (meaning his mom, dad, and 2 sisters) because I know them and they love me :) LOL.

That's about it! Sorry I have been trying to post for almost 2 weeks now and every time the P.O.S eats it! I hope blogger barfs all over itself! Okay maybe not...then I would lose this